Monday, February 9, 2009

Where Are You John Cusack?

It's been a short while or maybe a long while. Hopefully anyone who actually reads this thinks that it's out of commission. 

As this February 14th approaches I think fondly to my last February 14. I saw a film about a girl who had vagina dentata. I was happy wandering the streets of the city alone, watching men nervously striding towards a busy street corner with roses in their hands while the women looked starry eyed as if thinking to themselves, "I'm so lucky". 

I think that a vagina with teeth is much luckier. 

I need to remember to externalize 
 stay healthy
 not fall into the trap
 live in the moment
 etc
 etc

I don't really know what's fun anymore. I know I only enjoy meaningful exchanges with interesting people. I know I act out when I am frustrated and don't know how to just feel okay about my boredom. 

What are you supposed to do when you're legitimately bored with everything?