Next : Harold and Kumar.
Being as sick as I am forces me to turn the television volume up really high in hopes of hearing anything coming out of the speakers. My head feels ten times the size that it actually is and I am having little to no success with breathing. I am winded walking just a few steps and have to force myself to eat anything. I truly regret not taking care of myself ... my body has shut down and what is left is the pathetic pulp of a once well girl. My school work keeps piling higher and higher and at this point, I don't even know if the hours I spend not sleeping in the library are even producing any coherent work.
I wish I could say that things have improved since last week. I wish I was healthy. The only improvement is that my emotional issues have manifested themselves physically and now I can't think of anything except for how ill I am. I can't do anything... my last couple of weeks in the city and I am a prisoner in my closet of a room and in my own body (i guess?).
Dramatic.
Maybe I'm getting what I deserve for being rather reckless in certain aspects of my life recently ... mostly concerning others.
No cigarettes for 4 days now. I was seriously disturbed when I saw this new anti-smoking commercial showing a woman who had only been smoking for 12 year and she had to have the tops of all of her fingers and toes amputated. Horrific.
Harold and Kumar go to White Castle isn't funny. It wasn't funny when I first saw it, or the second time when I got stoned because everyone said "you have to be stoned... dude it's soooo funny", or now. I kind of like the parts when they make fun of Ivy League schools and the majority of assholes who attend them.
Great dialogue: "lots of ladies waiting to get 'boinked' by us, dude".
I wish "Can't Hardly Wait" was on... now that's quality entertainment.
I have a Jim Jarmusch film waiting for me from Netflix downstairs. That would solve all of my problems (at least for 2 hours or so). If only I could get out of bed. It's so cold.
I wish that I had 3D glasses so that I could watch "I Love the 80's- 3D". I can't figure out if the show is actually filmed for 3-D but I am willing to find out.
